tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86839081511062803292024-03-13T12:09:49.203-07:00sarah lucyUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-33613753133537455382013-11-02T14:00:00.001-07:002013-11-02T14:00:31.774-07:00deal with lighthttp://www.youtube.com/v/C_2OBRNSeqQ?autohide=1&version=3&showinfo=1&autohide=1&autoplay=1&attribution_tag=jBD99jLqYlRuXBsuDMGN4Q&feature=shareUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-17939311585165409642013-10-28T17:18:00.000-07:002013-10-28T17:18:12.484-07:00u there **..>??? <br />
coz =====<br />
im not chasing u or erasing u<br />
i am the making of u<br />
that is nothing fake<br />
its the truth so break<br />
that dam ladder in which u //wish me to climb<br />
<br />
dam im not blind either yeah<br />
i can see u right there<br />
to many rhymes no reason behind the 16 sumthin bars in time<br />
time(in) that i have been told is the way this rap game goes<br />
so i fold...these cards of my words are getting colder<br />
and then that time thing as it always does...helps us in one way only<br />
one way forward...fuck u im getting older<br />
<br />
this wishing well is sinking deeper<br />
i cant reach the top of the hill of wells and dreams<br />
just to reach the water of words that flow when u<br />
say...fuck this truly its ....any of the words u say......<br />
<br />
<br />
*****<br />
<br />
<br />
or eve'n any of the anything that u do<br />
i almost hate this al over again<br />
what i write does nothing for my side of this fight<br />
its real hell down at the empty- said those words of mine<br />
u think u got it bad<br />
this spell constantly fells tears from my temple<br />
being that...sayin that<br />
this is soul crying fact<br />
hope i jus...needa....ray of that/////<br />
<br />
**<br />
<br />
ur my 8yr addiction, drug that i keep missin<br />
and neva even, ever taken in more than just<br />
one shot<br />
of what words we play over and over to each other<br />
bitch<br />
<br />
fetch then ...the rest of this tale of mystery<br />
this story<br />
u going down in his-story<br />
that be GODs story<br />
oh yeah<br />
more like my-story<br />
say whatever and then step back<br />
and we still believe<br />
jus enuf<br />
to get past the past<br />
when it hurt...yet we still laught<br />
and then ud ask<br />
how u today<br />
and we talked away the morning<br />
even if it was boring<br />
u were and are always there<br />
through this whole hearted<br />
fear..i was in...thank u..<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
so get off that track<br />
running around in dam circles<br />
oh yes u are jus wondering<br />
how to get this fraudster outa ur brain<br />
and into ur frame...take a picture<br />
put it in the hit jar<br />
u swear u be here<br />
and well yeah<br />
i see that fear<br />
that has<br />
stalked us<br />
was us<br />
it seems we have<br />
gone so far<br />
<br />
while u drive a road of success<br />
yet then u<br />
took the time to climb in my window<br />
i still dont know why<br />
so yup yup<br />
i jump in the trunk of ur car<br />
hell yeah<br />
freaked ya jus ryt there<br />
u pull over and here this lady singing nothing but<br />
songs u wrote.....be like a lil bird in ur ear<br />
craking corn<br />
but hey if jimmy dont care<br />
then ill crank the hendrix until even he re-apears<br />
<br />
one thing ive never had is a poster of u on my wall<br />
or a shirt on my back with ur name of fame<br />
printed straight across that -bust line<br />
im bustin these lines<br />
working worth sumthing<br />
wordsworth more than nothing<br />
monsters we are to eachother<br />
never dead<br />
no<br />
so<br />
dont break that ladder<br />
coz i will climb<br />
thru any storm thrown in my world<br />
until i reach the heights<br />
of the sky where giants live<br />
giants greats?<br />
note to thee other..<br />
gents<br />
this is the fait<br />
so fuck off<br />
theres one winner only<br />
so stop losing ur petty heads<br />
over the hips on my heaven<br />
dance away<br />
the pain<br />
invisible that it is<br />
its still- until reality<br />
breaks the steps<br />
im not stopping<br />
jus stepping<br />
up<br />
to me an what i can do so<br />
shoot jus one<br />
if u may<br />
if u do<br />
i fuckn kill u<br />
so turn around<br />
go back the wrong way<br />
and then the other option<br />
is to mke urself bullet proof<br />
there will be no return<br />
once im done<br />
with u and ur<br />
perm-<br />
in-aint status<br />
<br />
coz it aint<br />
nothing is permanent<br />
not a single day<br />
..<br />
in this time of motion<br />
its all creating much more than my<br />
senseless devotion<br />
u thinking its worth not<br />
a single drop of a templed tear<br />
all these crying years<br />
i could have continued in my insanity<br />
yet have i ....if im still addicted to my bird in my ear<br />
its all a provoker of nothing but<br />
common emotions<br />
so they see<br />
<br />
but no one knows what is going on inside me<br />
my mind my time every day<br />
he is there to ask if im ok<br />
so we wait<br />
for the thing we all calculate as fait<br />
if u exist<br />
bring me this<br />
ladder...made from rope<br />
while i hope<br />
bring me this<br />
ladder made from water<br />
as i listen, u speak<br />
bring me this<br />
ladder made from stone<br />
because, i need the strength of this life<br />
jus to survive<br />
<br />
now ur<br />
down<br />
done deal<br />
will this life of trust and faith fail me<br />
i doubt that<br />
or he woulda been gone<br />
from my head<br />
yeap even if it was<br />
<br />
never really there<br />
id still be grateful<br />
for u been<br />
anywhere<br />
thats seemed<br />
near.<br />
<br />
<br />
*****<br />
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coz =====</div>
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im not chasing u or erasing u</div>
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i am the making of u</div>
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that is nothing fake</div>
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its the truth so break</div>
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that dam ladder in which u //wish me to climb</div>
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<br /></div>
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dam im not blind either yeah</div>
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i can see u right there</div>
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to many rhymes no reason behind the 16 sumthin bars in time </div>
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time(in) that i have been told is the way this rap game goes </div>
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so i fold...these cards of my words are getting colder</div>
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and then that time thing as it always does...helps us in one way only </div>
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one way forward...fuck u im getting older</div>
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<br /></div>
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this wishing well is sinking deeper</div>
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i cant reach the top of the hill of wells and dreams </div>
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just to reach the water of words that flow when u </div>
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say...fuck this truly its ....any of the words u say......</div>
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<br /></div>
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*****</div>
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in all apparentness</div>
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u say u saw me looking at u</div>
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from my future </div>
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in ur today </div>
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which was my yesterday</div>
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in my time now</div>
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it was ur time there</div>
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then years ago</div>
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prior 2006 </div>
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so woah </div>
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slow down</div>
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really? yes </div>
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so say u and some say that</div>
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its my fault then</div>
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<br /></div>
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that u desired to climb up and into my room </div>
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and into my head</div>
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<br /></div>
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chaos it may seem to an on looker</div>
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at how that works</div>
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well it works for me</div>
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in some sense</div>
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way shape and form </div>
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in another sense its even strange to me</div>
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that i coulda been </div>
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there from todays time</div>
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yet im well aware of when it is when i look now</div>
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that it was jus as u said</div>
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<br /></div>
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so get that</div>
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and ull understand this story</div>
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<br /></div>
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or not</div>
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ur problem </div>
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is that this story may jus confuse that cracked rot spot in ur brain</div>
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and turn u upside down and inside out</div>
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when its this that i write about</div>
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that is precisely how the plot i lost</div>
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<br /></div>
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gained back sanity</div>
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and a lil more..u say what</div>
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spirit and skill to beat the drum of everyday drilling</div>
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of work that u all pride urselves that ur killing so good and well done</div>
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real...looks like u are all lions oh so tamed and caged</div>
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ur all a socity trapped in a jail jus waiting for ur spirit to fail</div>
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success is jus that for them </div>
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u have all given in</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
while i win</div>
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in all honesty</div>
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maddness meaning</div>
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i can not hold down a job or stay trapped in that govening shat</div>
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<br /></div>
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i have my time freely </div>
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for me and my head is talking to me</div>
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while i reveal my spirit</div>
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and skill for that creative goddess making</div>
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me up </div>
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is jus that</div>
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voice pills keep it up...the longer u there</div>
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the longer i can </div>
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revolute </div>
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in my world anyway</div>
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poetic sanity</div>
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is my friend</div>
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and on that note</div>
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best be dropping that tip</div>
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<br /></div>
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clippt</div>
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im world wide</div>
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in every mind</div>
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so never mind</div>
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ur hatred</div>
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for the dead </div>
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coz then it was </div>
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and i can </div>
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tell u </div>
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<br /></div>
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look away from the drain</div>
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of the richest poor man</div>
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wat did they really say to get there money fame</div>
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<br /></div>
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heres the truth of this</div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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im in ur mind</div>
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im in ur soul</div>
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grand isnt it</div>
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<br /></div>
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listen </div>
<br />
can u hear me<br />
<br />
coz at times i hear u<br />
<br />
but thats right as i write u needed to know this<br />
drugs got the better of me<br />
it wasnt all real<br />
alot was reality of new enlightening's<br />
<br />
i wish i could tell u<br />
but what ground do i have to stand on<br />
with my choices some wat<br />
said<br />
so tell me<br />
its not worth any of the lies<br />
<br />
even tho the sound of the birds in my ears<br />
are true<br />
its not a real experience<br />
well who are u to question the nature of this life<br />
<br />
my treasure<br />
their trash talk<br />
has no impact on what ive seen with my eyes<br />
and heard about this world<br />
and how we will survive<br />
<br />
so tell me one more time where are we<br />
going this time<br />
if the greatest subject in motion<br />
is time<br />
then infinite<br />
it is now<br />
but will it always be<br />
<br />
"if my thoughts are voices<br />
then u cant keep me in here"<br />
so i passed on those words to the other so called insane...we all got out that day<br />
<br />
bella<br />
<br />
beauty<br />
<br />
this life... its our choice<br />
to experience it as a journey for the spirit<br />
or to experience it as a journey for the physical laborer<br />
in all<br />
so told i<br />
and he told me<br />
<br />
right there everyday and night<br />
in my head will it always be<br />
<br />
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coz =====</div>
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im not chasing u or erasing u</div>
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i am the making of u</div>
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that is nothing fake</div>
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its the truth so break</div>
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that dam ladder in which u //wish me to climb</div>
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<br /></div>
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dam im not blind either yeah</div>
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i can see u right there</div>
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to many rhymes no reason behind the 16 sumthin bars in time </div>
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time(in) that i have been told is the way this rap game goes </div>
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so i fold...these cards of my words are getting colder</div>
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and then that time thing as it always does...helps us in one way only </div>
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one way forward...fuck u im getting older</div>
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<br /></div>
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this wishing well is sinking deeper</div>
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i cant reach the top of the hill of wells and dreams </div>
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just to reach the water of words that flow when u </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
say...fuck this truly its ....any of the words u say......</div>
<br />
<br />
hope i jus needa ray of that<br />
<br />
<br />
im out<br />
peace<br />
<br />
<br />
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-91289670669108769382013-10-03T04:01:00.000-07:002013-10-03T04:01:04.895-07:00<br />
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http://lucydiamonds88.blogspot.co.nz/<br />
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http://diamondsez.blogspot.co.nz/Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-76530412978423304412013-09-27T15:57:00.001-07:002013-10-03T04:01:32.885-07:00PAKEHA? do u know what that means?And they say<br />
deal with it bitch<br />
deal with it woman<br />
find ur place in this monetary movement<br />
u want land bak, yet u got the offer IWI<br />
now lets settle the treaty with<br />
a share in the power pump<br />
are u aware its only water and air<br />
they are giving back to you<br />
not the land itself<br />
the air runs over land<br />
the water runs from the land<br />
yet its not your land<br />
and it once was<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
i understand we white dogs and pigs<br />
new zealand europeans<br />
pakehas<br />
invaded this ground<br />
<br />
it hasnt been many generations in which to adapt as a mind and spirit to our white ways<br />
1840 to now 2013 man..thats 173 years to change how ur mind works the actual functionality of the brain ...<br />
they dont tell us that when they tell us the Maori and Pasifika stats..they are made to be the worst...criminiminals and the most...UNEDUCATED...well white man..u learn the "native" and then go forward lets see if u thrive in survival!<br />
fuck white business suits bought the white drugs into this nation<br />
the people of so called colour are the most affected..perhaps we are just rebelling against the YOU MUST ACT LIKE>>SUCCESS.....and wat the fuct does that mean when a suit means u can get away with it......<br />
<br />
tax evasion 5billion dollars of loss to the government every year<br />
benefit fraud oh 500thousand<br />
tax evasion 10% of 5bill are imprisoned<br />
benefit fraud 60% of 500thous are imprisoned<br />
<br />
<br />
where is the justice<br />
where is the WE DO THIS JUST_BECAUSE oh GOVERNMENT POWER SAYS THIS LINE SO WELL<br />
<br />
hey honki donkey jerk<br />
..me to belive that<br />
<br />
i love what u do<br />
i buy into you<br />
<br />
because<br />
i<br />
deal with it bitch<br />
<br />
<br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
deal with it bitch</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
deal with it woman</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
find ur place in this monetary movement</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
u want land bak yet u got the offer IWI</div>
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now lets settle the treaty with </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
a share in the power pump</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
are u aware its only water and air they are giving back to you</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
not the land itself</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
the air runs over land</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
the water runs from the land</div>
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yet its not your land</div>
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and it once was</div>
<br />
<br />
<br />
i am white in the colour of my skin<br />
i am in utter respect for the land i was born upon<br />
that being..Ngati Kahanganu----DISTRICT!<br />
<br />
and i will forever claim WAIROA as my home<br />
although if the land of Ao-TeaR-Oa was a compass<br />
i have lived in every direction!<br />
i am forever bound...nowhere else has ever been called home by I<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
this is a rant for the next track on its way.......just writing to give my self inspiration.<br />
thank you<br />
all<br />
AOTEAROAians<br />
<br />
the land of the LONG WHITE CLOUD<br />
<br />
that cloud is to be lifted<br />
<br />
for we are "the FIRST LAND TO SEE THE SUN/LIGHT"<br />
<br />
EAST COAST GISBORNE<br />
<br />
ALWAYS HAVE BEEN ALWAYS WILL BE<br />
<br />
the first in the light given by the gods.<br />
<br />
AMEME<br />
<br />
oh and point to note...every day lined up at HIlLNEATH school to recite the national anthen in maori and english..and a daily Karakia.<br />
<br />
i hope this is still apart of the curriculum<br />
<br />
thank you Heni Whanga for the lessons. much love.<br />
<br />
HERA<br />
SARAH lucy<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-45699844213971395822013-09-17T15:35:00.003-07:002013-09-17T15:35:51.706-07:00common soundsinging silently<br />
will make no sound<br />
<br />
****<br />
<br />
the people of this world are moving forward<br />
in such what is profound<br />
<br />
revolutions turn a tune of musical notes<br />
into a standing ground<br />
<br />
still so many flaws in our everyday time<br />
so what just is that of the laws<br />
<br />
****<br />
<br />
is it a place of paradise that we seek<br />
and if so<br />
what is the definition of that, which is PARADISE<br />
<br />
do we know if the sun as a star will ever die<br />
everything has a force of life<br />
every force of life has stages within its time here<br />
<br />
singing silently<br />
will make no sound<br />
<br />
****<br />
<br />
other than whats already told as history<br />
do we see and learn<br />
<br />
education i still yearn to see for those<br />
who have no choice<br />
<br />
a touch of street wisdom would be nice<br />
for those who are the tellers<br />
<br />
****<br />
<br />
is it a place of freedom that we seek<br />
and if so<br />
what is the definition of that, which is FREEDOM<br />
<br />
do we know if the sun as a star will ever die<br />
everything has a force of life<br />
every force of life has stages within its time here<br />
<br />
singing silently<br />
will make no sound<br />
<br />
****<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
****<br />
<br />
the story is told<br />
does anyone else get whats going on<br />
beneath the surface of the song<br />
<br />
the story is old<br />
now how far does the music have to<br />
reach to be understood truth<br />
<br />
the story is bold<br />
lets find the time to read the lines and<br />
teach whats in between these words<br />
<br />
the story is sold<br />
yet the subject in telling is still poor so<br />
lift up our eyes and seek further into the deep<br />
<br />
the subject wont fold<br />
she still dreams beyond her seat and<br />
in that will forever weep<br />
<br />
the subject went cold<br />
until some found her hand as a gift then<br />
her whispers were heard<br />
<br />
the subject wont mold<br />
she just asks for acceptance today as what<br />
her life is in our times history<br />
<br />
the subject went gold<br />
within her own worlds future binds so<br />
all knew just what the story meant<br />
<br />
the situation holds<br />
hope for every man upon this level of ground and<br />
then we went to where love blooms above.....<br />
.......<br />
"common sound"<br />
<br />
****<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-50337998196831923452013-08-28T19:29:00.001-07:002013-08-28T19:29:23.235-07:00guess the topic: take a-s/hot=hit topic telling step one<br />
<br />
i gotta nice butt<br />
<br />
response<br />
u gotta nice strut<br />
<br />
yet wait u say u like my whole body<br />
<br />
woah that was sarcasm right<br />
seems u think im blind<br />
problem is<br />
ur the one who dosnt see me standing<br />
ryt behind ur back left and thats right where im kept<br />
over the shoulder for luck<br />
salt in ur wounds yet mallutt- mallet-(may u let speak)<br />
that being my word for male slutt or male mutt<br />
<br />
oh but u knew that yet NOt<br />
on that topic<br />
<br />
ur no fool then<br />
perhaps i make u my tool then<br />
<br />
dont no where u stand tho do u man<br />
perhaps ur too cool to make a stand<br />
man<br />
<br />
u take well constructive criticism<br />
so well u made it into a complement on ur time<br />
<br />
"the watchers" are actually mine<br />
<br />
as is the time on ur watch<br />
so shock.....2<br />
tick tock to who<br />
what the fuck you too?<br />
<br />
just one of.. another sumbody<br />
like everybody<br />
in the middle of..<br />
the fickle you,<br />
the fuck it all finger<br />
the system and the world<br />
<br />
sumthing u dont seem to get<br />
my stand is abit of a "stan"<br />
not so fucking crazy<br />
tho<br />
but so planned<br />
<br />
part 2, stand stan'ning it<br />
i know dam well how well i strut<br />
<br />
complete honesty is my butT<br />
so then<br />
rebuttal tree..HE(he) thee, three<br />
sumthing is in that,<br />
in which u should watch wat follows<br />
<br />
"dont come unless u come to battle me"<br />
<br />
sad but free<br />
saddle me<br />
straddle thee<br />
sandals be<br />
sit on that oh no that may-be my numbers of persuasion type 3 for free<br />
dom<br />
<br />
fuck im retaliating like that alligator that jus keeps fuckn tail gaiting<br />
<br />
riding on the back of u, and ur work..well so be it, its called this..<br />
"u inspire me man so tryda understand you do want me as ur fan" tail bird bitch<br />
swallow bird bitch bak up ur words and since u shitted them out well how bout u be the one with the shit jammed mouth<br />
tight tied shut<br />
screaming BUT UR BUTT<br />
well my butt buttered u up well<br />
and my words jammed shut ur sarcastic intel igance/ignorance<br />
my chance is in this now<br />
so can u tell where u stand or sit<br />
pic up u shoes and ur bit<br />
donkey<br />
honki<br />
white fire<br />
ur the rapper mike miars<br />
the liar, the donkey joker<br />
but u know ur self better as the sweet and sugar for female wires<br />
and flip past ur charm or cunning arms<br />
evil the bad the evil<br />
and love is evil spet backwards<br />
its the pronunciation in action of the 'o' evol<br />
<br />
or '<br />
EV'O'L'VE<br />
love is evolution<br />
music is the way of revolution<br />
music makes the world turn<br />
so fuckn burn ryt here BABy<br />
Y MAyBy<br />
step 1 ..double B<br />
step 2...double Y<br />
step 3 ...double M<br />
spells b d MAMY<br />
so fix u shoe buckles the cry ur freaky blue ewh new unreal eyes<br />
oh an ur flying to low<br />
and im touching here my skies<br />
i said my skies<br />
u limited ur playing field..wielded<br />
im welding together all my abilities<br />
<br />
inspiring music eminem'in'na<br />
minute man<br />
u can have ur battle bag back<br />
<br />
thank you my fan<br />
em aka my version of stan'ley ann<br />
<br />
and yip that is the<br />
fact that<br />
aint that the exact plan<br />
the hand u hold that lifts me up<br />
oh and my butt<br />
with a double T<br />
{(u know who billy T James is?)}<br />
or understand the message a fantail brings?<br />
<br />
do ur research then u will get to see<br />
reality<br />
evolve<br />
in LOVE<br />
<br />
lost one<br />
I just won one more<br />
<br />
round four<br />
smack that<br />
"slimy shad'e"<br />
just hit the KO FLOOR<br />
knock knock - yep he's out<br />
Game over thrown<br />
survival of the fit and fitter<br />
throne of urs<br />
well<br />
over and above all uve been shown<br />
and in the mean time<br />
while im knock knock knocking on heavens door<br />
<br />
u self prophesied evil<br />
come bak to and stand<br />
to see through the colours and stars in ur eyes<br />
my hand lifted to air<br />
because yeah<br />
im winning this<br />
slimming tips<br />
of the ego trip<br />
ur on<br />
<br />
colours are going<br />
rose tint faded to...<br />
<br />
Kowhai<br />
Maori te reo for Yellow<br />
ur a tad now oh so Mellow<br />
hello<br />
allow me to introduce myself<br />
no longer awol<br />
<br />
im Sarah*LUCY<br />
princess *of LIGHT<br />
as previously stated in track one (play ur part)<br />
this is directly translated from<br />
hebrew and latin language origins<br />
<br />
oh and u know what else rhymes with orange aside from plain old porridge?<br />
boring urself in the poor rage u must be feeling now<br />
to here what word im about to spell<br />
forcing u to forage<br />
for that one orange line u sniffed out so well<br />
hunted and hot yip me and ur not<br />
childhood taunts are about to be popped locked and dropped<br />
<br />
ur forging while im gorging on my non- dictionary trained mind<br />
this is natural so so well dam timed talented sign of the finest wine...<br />
mine is water in fact ill take u back to the slaughter of my house<br />
pure spoken me..yes this miss of words worth ..<br />
more than a self-taugh binded finding..<br />
within a dictionary or thesaurus i should jus call u old school go back to school u dinosaur russ-russ'tling up the...rusty buckets tryna hustle up muscle up<br />
guzzule up yup yup<br />
<br />
i may be pinocle pin up girl pinnocio and pocahuntus<br />
put to-get-her to poke my toe into this game<br />
or perhaps i just enjoy to haunt-yus<br />
and put a flaming light shinning directly into ur kinda fame<br />
<br />
<br />
back to the nannanana im back my name is same same but differently the train goes<br />
across tracks while u blatantly snap back<br />
who am i what am i more to the point<br />
i am whatever u say i am<br />
i say then since u have given me that ryt<br />
get on ur fecking bye-cycle just coz that tyre is flat<br />
dosent mean u cant get out of here<br />
and bring back the nature of poetic rap justice<br />
so say i and i say this<br />
quotes from the Em bable bible of dribble backwards<br />
eminam aint no revolution like a fight for no war in vietnam<br />
<br />
so then say he and he did say thee<br />
following<br />
and when im gone<br />
so when was gone to em coz that gone drama created palm<br />
tree needs to be set free<br />
<br />
<br />
so say i and i say thus<br />
<br />
itll be beautiful (when ur gone...my stan fan did i take to fucking long to reply with a full set of songs)<br />
the will<br />
will result to be seen is just that there will be room for more to be adored<br />
one two three or ten ontop<br />
stop the success or ability for many men to be called hip hop<br />
<br />
oh and back to the slim shady lady stats<br />
of name dropping rats<br />
or cats<br />
outlawd by their hats<br />
haha<br />
simplistic mediocrates<br />
that medicate society<br />
with persuasive bats within the bassic bass beat watch the youth twerking like tarts lined up in the street<br />
<br />
<br />
side lined and side tracking myself now from what else here i found<br />
introducing....<br />
and ur stage name of ego well<br />
str8 up<br />
shame<br />
m and m<br />
na na na na na na na<br />
me me me me me me<br />
em em em em eminem<br />
(chicken dance)<br />
by far<br />
so now ur stan'ning it<br />
in ur stance<br />
s<br />
how many words u got that beat S<br />
this is an easy essay to play upon<br />
allitteration and sibilance<br />
silance find ur eye lids and 9 inch nails but dont do as the syco master plasters ur soul with<br />
find ur sirens revolt and find BALANCE in each one of ur eye lids now open up ur awarness to the violence and how it myt just affect us a prime ates..coz EVE ate the apple see and 8 is the greatest number to find free, peace luck love porsperity and harmony all in the infinate shape of eight being eaten as a lesson also in biodynamics<br />
damit ranted!<br />
<br />
eyes is I AM- SOUL IS THIS THAT IS_SPIRIT LIVES AS ME PHYSICALLY _ SO GIVE LOVE TO THEE BEING _ SELF IS U AND IT IS PERSPECTIVE VIEW---- SO SIGHT THUS BEEN THAT OF -this is the window space to ur soul as are ur ears the place in which audial messages begin to provoke a hole in what so called whole which really is whats oh so hollow now swallow now sparrow jack rabbit jeckity jerk gerk berzerk<br />
yup this is it<br />
<br />
i will take my moSt Loved Line<br />
begging<br />
gagging for more<br />
here it is without the stutter u evil door<br />
slaughter and laughter are the same word<br />
yess<br />
its just and S that differs<br />
would that then be semantically sentencing laughter to a death wish (that being the meaning of slaughter and all)<br />
<br />
woops ur beginning to quiver<br />
shivering in ur shoes while i deliver the news<br />
wel come here not is what u really want to say<br />
but u choose to confuse the whos<br />
oh not i<br />
welcome to our house<br />
nope im good thanks<br />
u can keep ur slaughterhouse shanks and toe/ hoe/whore jams<br />
coz here me roar<br />
hear me rioting<br />
and write here i just declared WAR<br />
rawities are my rarities<br />
so wheres my snare<br />
and the while u sneeze a choo u choose not me<br />
jerk on cheese balls<br />
bitch please<br />
rich-bitchard<br />
<br />
u r retarded<br />
not to recognise talent<br />
<br />
well spent on been hell proof<br />
so for factual truth to truth<br />
top to not at all<br />
ur highly anticipated<br />
"im delivering my album LATE'<br />
album number 8<br />
will it be the finale curatin call<br />
coz in ur words there is so much evil and<br />
hate for one who is seen as so straight to the curve ball<br />
grate<br />
shut ur gates<br />
<br />
here in NZ we do it for the love of music<br />
and all the joy ..GAYETIES that music brings<br />
pleasure and pain<br />
revolutionary gain for the state of the nation<br />
that nation that is known as the world<br />
not just white americas whittled away pig tale curl<br />
"red heck batman that bitch just ripped my neck"<br />
<br />
yep fuckn yep<br />
<br />
"GATMAN she did it all"<br />
without a tool belt of support and not a Dr in sight<br />
tight lines<br />
and just her passion for whats right<br />
ability to write<br />
and her knowledge of how she will light up the night<br />
not with rubys diamonds and a fifty cent piece<br />
but with educated minds and a world ready for PEACE not a world of continuing PIECES TORN APART . yet WE ARE ONE and TO HAVE A PART IN HOW THE WORLD GETS U AND I WON IN ONES SELF INWARD OUT WARD SUCCESS IS SPELT OUT HERE so find a MORAL, ROLE MODELS AND MODEL INTEGRAL LIVES TO THE CHILDREN OF TODAY!<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
so know u can say "thats all she wrote" all over again<br />
em my friend!<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
[please excuse any spelling errors that wasnt where i got my good grades in high school, yet sumhow english was my top subject in my final year in completing the new zealand education system)}}<br />
<br />
I b4 E except after C<br />
<br />
E=MCsquared(2)<br />
<br />
how knew that evil flew the coupe<br />
<br />
pink pigs fly<br />
and<br />
<br />
the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog / dazy log<br />
<br />
crazy hog<br />
<br />
whats fog?<br />
<br />
c ya<br />
<br />
see you<br />
see<br />
Freedom<br />
is free<br />
<br />
<br />
and jus so u all know..i did this just because i could..cheesey moves chess mate<br />
da da dam!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-57901615056307829572013-08-17T16:40:00.000-07:002013-08-17T16:40:06.604-07:00mixed messages result in todays time<br />
<br />
<br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i want, white and golden light </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
in my days and i have that right</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
like the stars in the sky shimmerin and shining</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
is the spirit I call I AM</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
an that AM is me getting on top of EM 'all</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
and stating whats meant to be</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
receiving EMI's an </div>
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a placement were BOSS means this MISS</div>
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never dismissed as the real QUEEN</div>
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of gates that u neva gnna reach with that </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
GUN</div>
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of words in ur hand</div>
<br />
<br />
looking in the mirror i see<br />
the fairest of them all,<br />
and all of ME in the real<br />
and spirit formations of what<br />
I AM<br />
<br />
diamond and gloss...boom bang bad'da'dam!<br />
shooting up nothing in this life but my goals and yeah they're grow'n<br />
while u throwing ur im rich songs look at me<br />
<br />
Hells Master has had his HIT list of people showing jus wat EVIL LIVES<br />
saying make the most of ur life and live as if "you only got one life"<br />
<br />
while im surviving and living like i got all of eternity to be me..cos I am<br />
the true GODESS yes and QUEEN<br />
of gates u neva gnna reach with that<br />
GUN<br />
of words in ur hand<br />
<br />
EGO accusations are in ur thoughts now<br />
and oh yes ill take my ego and turn it into sucess<br />
then send u down to cry<br />
bye bye<br />
while u can kiss my toes<br />
<br />
baby bye me<br />
a blue non blood shed diamond ring<br />
baby sing for me<br />
beautifully<br />
baby jus buy me my dreams<br />
and make u nearer to me<br />
i dont need these material things<br />
All of u and 'EM<br />
take that standin<br />
when the 'Proof of this<br />
is what u do<br />
and not what we said<br />
<br />
bring it to me<br />
forgive all that crazy stuff<br />
ill jus send Them all down that<br />
never to return rolled road<br />
of the dead<br />
if evil got u scared<br />
jus fear not<br />
as im not one to be foreign<br />
when ur nearer to me<br />
forget the confusion<br />
the truth is in this absolution<br />
<br />
Oh yeah and woah woah yeah<br />
queen stuff is where this all started<br />
so swing back to the swag i was on<br />
<br />
I am no GOD fearing woman<br />
so theres no reason for any of us to be<br />
unless urve lived<br />
sitting on the lap of the devils kid bit<br />
evil<br />
unless lass ur uncle is satan and the<br />
GUNs words say to you<br />
bullets be ur friend<br />
<br />
u think me saying that i got no idea how some of u HAVE to LIVE<br />
I get it<br />
<br />
yet in my opinion<br />
u should stop throwing stones<br />
and<br />
lighting ur words with matches<br />
that result<br />
pouring a lean standing<br />
of disproportionate<br />
sized up lyrical lines<br />
that match nothing<br />
in the reality of ur life<br />
<br />
for a physical example simply<br />
u where the cross of christ<br />
then sing how wise murder was the case<br />
that lead u to still kill<br />
no wonder u fuckwits<br />
are GOD fearing<br />
<br />
coz straight up<br />
<br />
Jesus and Jerusalem<br />
jesus'mmm?!<br />
slim shady might be todays example<br />
of wat<br />
Christ myt be like<br />
with socity of todays times<br />
<br />
reality is<br />
Jesus was sacrificed for u and i<br />
wel for the sin of all of us<br />
to be forgiven<br />
did he really have to get<br />
lifted to heaven through deaths door,<br />
gates of heaven<br />
he sits and waits for us modern people to get the point<br />
of each of us having<br />
at least to nails in the wrists of HIM<br />
CHRIST<br />
<br />
wat would u say<br />
if u knew that<br />
on every life taking by another<br />
person in the name of<br />
evil inside<br />
that those nails in the wrist of Christ<br />
enter the first layers of skin flesh and bone<br />
all over again<br />
thats eternal pain<br />
PAIN<br />
FOR U 2 SIN<br />
<br />
<br />
to be painful<br />
in our sin we are succeeding<br />
devil is unveiling in you<br />
everything that u are becoming<br />
that shadowed soul wants to escape<br />
yet ur last sin is this<br />
if u allow it<br />
hell will bound u<br />
as evil is his way in which he found u<br />
u make the choice to give ur self over to<br />
devils chains and locks<br />
padded room no doc<br />
<br />
<br />
no?! u dont think thats so<br />
because all sin is forgiven<br />
?<br />
so you continue to pray<br />
where ur cross in Christ's name everyday<br />
and then u still slay<br />
the war is within u<br />
<br />
and then cry<br />
but that was<br />
yesterday<br />
<br />
soul Jahs people<br />
all deserve freedom<br />
freedom<br />
but not a soul escaping from eternal evil<br />
after ur life of sinfull deeds<br />
<br />
a soul shinning<br />
shimmering<br />
in glee<br />
happiness<br />
health<br />
honesty<br />
truth<br />
loyalty<br />
ur form of royalty<br />
Kings and Queens<br />
of heavens<br />
we all can be<br />
jus let light love and integrity<br />
thru to the real you<br />
<br />
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i want, white and golden light </div>
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in my days and i have that right</div>
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like the stars in the sky shimmerin and shining</div>
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is the spirit I call I AM</div>
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an that AM is me getting on top of EM 'all</div>
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and stating whats meant to be</div>
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<br /></div>
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receiving EMI's an </div>
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a placement were BOSS means this MISS</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
never dismissed as the real QUEEN</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
of gates that u neva gnna reach with that </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
GUN</div>
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of words in ur hand</div>
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-10084830363025758152013-07-15T03:54:00.000-07:002013-07-15T03:54:06.620-07:00pay no attention (that was yesterday) i look to the sky<br />
tears drain from my eyes<br />
i pay no attention<br />
<br />
<br />
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i look to the seas</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
tears drain from my eyes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i pay no attention</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<br />
i look to my reflection<br />
tears drain from my eyes<br />
i pay no attention<br />
<br />
<br />
+++<br />
<br />
mirroring ur life<br />
i begin to forget my own<br />
<br />
i find the fight<br />
to keep going on<br />
<br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
with ease found </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
in the hardest things</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<br />
i find the sight<br />
to keep moving forward <br />
<br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
with pleasure found</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
in the smallest things</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
mirroring ur life </div>
<div>
i began to forget my own</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
still im found</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
+++</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
and then</div>
<div>
i look to my right side</div>
<div>
it all starts to untwine</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
and then </div>
<div>
i look to my left side</div>
<div>
it all starts to make sense</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
in this senseless spirit,</div>
<div>
it was forgiven</div>
<div>
since, beginning again</div>
<div>
is for the living</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
believing whats right </div>
<div>
was what once i saw, as wrong</div>
<div>
believing whats wrong </div>
<div>
was once right</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
yet</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i pay no attention</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
+++</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
mirroring ur life</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i begin to forget my own</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i find the fight </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
to keep going on </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
with ease found </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
in the hardest things</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i find the sight</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
to keep moving forward </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
with pleasure found</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
in the smallest things</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
mirroring ur life </div>
<div>
i began to forget my own</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
still im found</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
+++</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i got a plan to never </div>
<div>
dread the death </div>
<div>
of the past</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i got a plan to never</div>
<div>
dread the presence</div>
<div>
of the future </div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
to say </div>
<div>
im ok with or without, </div>
<div>
is my life, I dont fear,</div>
<div>
the result of whats mine</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i know that i have everything </div>
<div>
i desire</div>
<div>
i got a system in mind</div>
<div>
to make it allsweet this time</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<div>
yet</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i pay no attention</div>
</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
+++</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
mirroring ur life</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i begin to forget my own</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i find the fight </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
to keep going on </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
with ease found </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
in the hardest things</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i find the sight</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
to keep moving forward </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
with pleasure found</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
in the smallest things</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
mirroring ur life </div>
<div>
i began to forget my own</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
still im found</div>
</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
+++</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
thats me here </div>
<div>
in my current placement</div>
<div>
living</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
thats me here</div>
<div>
in essence of </div>
<div>
everything ive ever dreamed</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
its peace within</div>
<div>
sort after for too long,</div>
<div>
found in this cave</div>
<div>
with out u it wouldn't be</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
im free with you</div>
<div>
im free with this side to life</div>
<div>
im free,</div>
<div>
in the knowledge of this beginning</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
yet</div>
<div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i pay no attention</div>
</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
+++</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
mirroring ur life</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i begin to forget my own</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i find the fight </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
to keep going on </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
with ease found </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
in the hardest things</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i find the sight</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
to keep moving forward </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
with pleasure found</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
in the smallest things</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
mirroring ur life </div>
<div>
i began to forget my own</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
still im found</div>
</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
+++</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i look to the sky</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
tears drain from my eyes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i pay no attention</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i look to the seas</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
tears drain from my eyes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i pay no attention</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i look to my reflection</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
tears drain from my eyes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
i pay no attention</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
+++</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
that was yesterday</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
today you are here</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
my tears now gone</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
looking up to tomorrow</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
sun shining through clouds</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
living and </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
all that it brings</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
looking up to tomorrow</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
my fears now gone</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
today you are here</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
that was yesterday</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
+++</div>
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<br /></div>
</div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-8888559591598921952013-07-01T20:16:00.001-07:002013-07-01T20:16:44.250-07:00old draftthe dawn<br />
with out the sun<br />
i run<br />
away from the forest<br />
and into a new way<br />
of living through<br />
the height<br />
of<br />
the dawn<br />
without the sun<br />
<br />
if seeing is believing<br />
then we believe in the times<br />
of today and our life<br />
<br />
if speaking is seeking<br />
then we seek in the times<br />
of today and our life<br />
<br />
if adream we are dreaming<br />
comes to be truth<br />
then we seek to be seeing<br />
something to believe in times<br />
of today and the life<br />
<br />
then finally the sunshine shows<br />
and now the dawn is rising<br />
yet its midday<br />
althought never too late<br />
<br />
say we all of us<br />
as its been so long since the rising sun<br />
that darkness now only finds us in a place of fear<br />
evil is spreading darkness creeping into that inner space of we all of us<br />
<br />
time in now it is only time for the believer to find goodness in this feet<br />
dance up to the passing of this day<br />
gone by<br />
so shine midday dawn<br />
<br />
the pressance of one daughter<br />
the father knows only too well her task is the hardest yet<br />
individuals are takin in this modern face<br />
that her task set she did under no messure will time let her be beat<br />
but the beat of music makes her everyday see the rising<br />
dawn to dusk she loves<br />
night fall brings only another wonderful day<br />
so say to the lord of life<br />
we make this earth a place that one day everybody will be grateful<br />
and proud that we are together<br />
in this level of heaven called earth<br />
its only still a step away<br />
just one step to take<br />
on this path to blessed pasture<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8683908151106280329.post-76729364477782968752013-07-01T20:00:00.000-07:002013-07-01T20:00:03.499-07:00the starsthe stars in my skies<br />
are brighter than the lights in ur eyes...<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
so lets start this<br />
<br />
o hell<br />
how much do i need u<br />
oh yes<br />
hand over ur heart<br />
a heart like myne<br />
i need<br />
to be where u sit<br />
so come on lets fuckn go<br />
lets do this shyt<br />
<br />
it seems u came climbing<br />
thru my window<br />
talked ur way thru<br />
the knives in the linning<br />
of my pillow case, face it u did this<br />
so dont leave me here<br />
all on my own<br />
<br />
incase u missed that moment<br />
im talking of him.. yeah woah' men all em<br />
<br />
tha man that ripped me appart<br />
then told me to get it 2gether<br />
<br />
how funny muny taken<br />
u well,.... by the sunny side up<br />
ridding up<br />
as<br />
knights jus for fun<br />
<br />
u looking<br />
invisible so easy to please<br />
jus turn u on then leave<br />
<br />
me behind<br />
and tell me<br />
three times over to get my arse to u<br />
and make it hurry and fast<br />
to last the long time<br />
<br />
i gotta beat u and ur endeavors<br />
well u know dam well how long<br />
a hoe take to get to the top of the game<br />
and the music game is hard to make a break so<br />
dont<br />
sit tall standing to high in ur far out clouds<br />
telling me how easy it was<br />
take another look backwards<br />
noter..go on<br />
then find a new line hunny<br />
<br />
oh it seems u have but we waiting in anticipation so freely<br />
its not like ur infinite made u millions<br />
until ur 2nd album came out<br />
<br />
or perhaps i dont now ur history that well<br />
and im wrong<br />
im stumbling ur way whether storm and all<br />
so ur gonna have to face the real aftermath<br />
of all that urve been saying<br />
her knowing is so not wrong<br />
<br />
it seems i thought of mariah and still<br />
i let u inspire me to write this song<br />
dope well on that tail lets tell<br />
i gave up last year but i still got the gear<br />
to write these line so dam fuckn fine<br />
<br />
u hearing this in ur segmented fear<br />
of plea(r)sure<br />
so plea_ur to her and then to me<br />
that no one else would writ a ryme<br />
that could compete and completely beat ur bee<br />
he sits in ur bonnet of lines and super sonnets<br />
and then u find the goddess and the well wishers here<br />
<br />
well well woman here i stand<br />
drop ur plan keri of love shop<br />
liki from head to the bottom of whats rot<br />
those words are a curse to young girls ears<br />
so take these lines and spike ur tears<br />
<br />
but thats another story from wat was and to the glory<br />
here i write about u and soon ill spit u out ooooo<br />
<br />
so lets face this make this taste this<br />
fake it, this is the reality of what urve done<br />
<br />
u sup a web around me and now<br />
u now this flying high flyer has won<br />
<br />
so lets get thru this<br />
to you<br />
<br />
why not other wise its just a sick sack<br />
of sorrow in both our hearts<br />
hand over my eyes my hearts not blind<br />
even when i cant see<br />
and im in the darkest of days<br />
ur there so what to do<br />
get there<br />
yeah<br />
i agree<br />
blend in with me<br />
make me laugh<br />
why not<br />
it can be<br />
it can be<br />
it can be<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
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