Monday 28 October 2013

u there **..>???


coz =====
im not chasing u or erasing u
i am the making of u
that is nothing fake
its the truth so break
that dam ladder in which u //wish me to climb

dam im not blind either yeah
i can see u right there
to many rhymes no reason behind the 16 sumthin bars in time
time(in) that i have been told is the way this rap game goes
so i fold...these cards of my words are getting colder
and then that time thing as it always does...helps us in one way only
one way forward...fuck u im getting older

this wishing well is sinking deeper
i cant reach the top of the hill of wells and dreams
just to reach the water of words that flow when u
say...fuck this truly its ....any of the words u say......


*****


or eve'n any of the anything that u do
i almost hate this al over again
what i write does nothing for my side of this fight
its real hell down at the empty- said those words of mine
u think u got it bad
this spell constantly fells tears from my temple
being that...sayin that
this is soul crying fact
hope i jus...needa....ray of that/////

**

ur my 8yr addiction, drug that i keep missin
and neva even, ever taken in more than just
one shot
of what words we play over and over to each other
bitch

fetch then ...the rest of this tale of mystery
this story
u going down in his-story
that be GODs story
oh yeah
more like my-story
say whatever and then step back
and we still believe
jus enuf
to get past the past
when it hurt...yet we still laught
and then ud ask
how u today
and we talked away the morning
even if it was boring
u were and are always there
through this whole hearted
fear..i was in...thank u..



so get off that track
running around in dam circles
oh yes u are jus wondering
how to get this fraudster outa ur brain
and into ur frame...take a picture
put it in the hit jar
u swear u be here
and well yeah
i see that fear
that has
stalked us
was us
it seems we have
gone so far

while u drive a road of success
yet then u
took the time to climb in my window
i still dont know why
so yup yup
i jump in the trunk of ur car
hell yeah
freaked ya jus ryt there
u pull over and here this lady singing nothing but
songs u wrote.....be like a lil bird in ur ear
craking corn
but hey if jimmy dont care
then ill crank the hendrix until even he re-apears

one thing ive never had is a poster of u on my wall
or a shirt on my back with ur name of fame
printed straight across that -bust line
im bustin these lines
working worth sumthing
wordsworth more than nothing
monsters we are to eachother
never dead
no
so
dont break that ladder
coz i will climb
thru any storm thrown in my world
until i reach the heights
of the sky where giants live
giants greats?
note to thee other..
gents
this is the fait
so fuck off
theres one winner only
so stop losing ur petty heads
over the hips on my heaven
dance away
the pain
invisible that it is
its still- until reality
breaks the steps
im not stopping
jus stepping
up
to me an what i can do so
shoot jus one
if u may
if u do
i fuckn kill u
so turn around
go back the wrong way
and then the other option
is to mke urself bullet proof
there will be no return
once im done
with u and ur
perm-
in-aint status

coz it aint
nothing is permanent
not a single day
..
in this time of motion
its all creating much more than my
senseless devotion
u thinking its worth not
a single drop of a templed tear
all these crying years
i could have continued in my insanity
yet have i ....if im still addicted to my bird in my ear
its all a provoker of nothing but
common emotions
so they see

but no one knows what is going on inside me
my mind my time every day
he is there to ask if im ok
so we wait
for the thing we all calculate as fait
if u exist
bring me this
ladder...made from rope
while i hope
bring me this
ladder made from water
as i listen, u speak
bring me this
ladder made from stone
because, i need the strength of this life
jus to survive

now ur
down
done deal
will this life of trust and faith fail me
i doubt that
or he woulda been gone
from my head
yeap even if it was

never really there
id still be grateful
for u been
anywhere
thats seemed
near.


*****



coz =====
im not chasing u or erasing u
i am the making of u
that is nothing fake
its the truth so break
that dam ladder in which u //wish me to climb

dam im not blind either yeah
i can see u right there
to many rhymes no reason behind the 16 sumthin bars in time 
time(in) that i have been told is the way this rap game goes 
so i fold...these cards of my words are getting colder
and then that time thing as it always does...helps us in one way only 
one way forward...fuck u im getting older

this wishing well is sinking deeper
i cant reach the top of the hill of wells and dreams 
just to reach the water of words that flow when u 
say...fuck this truly its ....any of the words u say......


*****


in all apparentness
u say u saw me looking at u
from my future 
in ur today  
which was my yesterday
in my time now
it was ur time there
then years ago
prior 2006 
so woah 
slow down
really? yes 
so say u and some say that
its my fault then

that u desired to climb up and into my room 
and into my head

chaos it may seem to an on looker
at how that works
well it works for me
in some sense
way shape and form 
in another sense its even strange to me
that i coulda been 
there from todays time
yet im well aware of when it is when i look now
that it was jus as u said

so get that
and ull understand this story

or not
ur problem 
is that this story may jus confuse that cracked rot spot in ur brain
and turn u upside down and inside out
when its this that i write about
that is precisely how the plot i lost

gained back sanity
and a lil more..u say what
spirit and skill to beat the drum of everyday drilling
of work that u all pride urselves that ur killing so good and well done
real...looks like u are all lions oh so tamed and caged
ur all a socity trapped in a jail jus waiting for ur spirit to fail
success is jus that for them 
u have all given in

while i win
in all honesty
maddness meaning
i can not hold down a job or stay trapped in that govening shat

i have my time freely 
for me and my head is talking to me
while i reveal my spirit
and skill for that creative goddess making
me up 
is jus that
voice pills keep it up...the longer u there
the longer i can 
revolute 
in my world anyway
poetic sanity
is my friend
and on that note
best be dropping that tip

clippt
im world wide
in every mind
so never mind
ur hatred
for the dead 
coz then it was 
and i can 
tell u 

look away from the drain
of the richest poor man
wat did they really say to get there money fame

heres the truth of this


im in ur mind
im in ur soul
grand isnt it

listen 

can u hear me

coz at times i hear u

but thats right as i write u needed to know this
drugs got the better of me
it wasnt all real
alot was reality of new enlightening's

i wish i could tell u
but what ground do i have to stand on
with my choices some wat
said
so tell me
its not worth any of the lies

even tho the sound of the birds in my ears
are true
its not a real experience
well who are u to question the nature of this life

my treasure
their trash talk
has no impact on what ive seen with my eyes
and heard about this world
and how we will survive

so tell me one more time where are we
going this time
if the greatest subject in motion
is time
then infinite
it is now
but will it always be

"if my thoughts are voices
then u cant keep me in here"
so i passed on those words to the other so called insane...we all got out that day

bella

beauty

this life... its our choice
to experience it as a journey for the spirit
or to experience it as a journey for the physical laborer
in all
so told i
and he told me

right there everyday and night
in my head will it always be


coz =====
im not chasing u or erasing u
i am the making of u
that is nothing fake
its the truth so break
that dam ladder in which u //wish me to climb

dam im not blind either yeah
i can see u right there
to many rhymes no reason behind the 16 sumthin bars in time 
time(in) that i have been told is the way this rap game goes 
so i fold...these cards of my words are getting colder
and then that time thing as it always does...helps us in one way only 
one way forward...fuck u im getting older

this wishing well is sinking deeper
i cant reach the top of the hill of wells and dreams 
just to reach the water of words that flow when u 
say...fuck this truly its ....any of the words u say......


hope i jus needa ray of that


im out
peace


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