deal with light

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u there **..>???

coz =====
im not chasing u or erasing u
i am the making of u
that is nothing fake
its the truth so break
that dam ladder in which u //wish me to climb

dam im not blind either yeah
i can see u right there
to many rhymes no reason behind the 16 sumthin bars in time
time(in) that i have been told is the way this rap game goes
so i fold...these cards of my words are getting colder
and then that time thing as it always does...helps us in one way only
one way forward...fuck u im getting older

this wishing well is sinking deeper
i cant reach the top of the hill of wells and dreams
just to reach the water of words that flow when u
say...fuck this truly its ....any of the words u say......


*****


or eve'n any of the anything that u do
i almost hate this al over again
what i write does nothing for my side of this fight
its real hell down at the empty- said those words of mine
u think u got it bad
this spell constantly fells tears from my temple
being that...sayin that
this is soul crying fact
hope i jus...needa....ray of that/////

**

ur my 8yr addiction, drug that i keep missin
and neva even, ever taken in more than just
one shot
of what words we play over and over to each other
bitch

fetch then ...the rest of this tale of mystery
this story
u going down in his-story
that be GODs story
oh yeah
more like my-story
say whatever and then step back
and we still believe
jus enuf
to get past the past
when it hurt...yet we still laught
and then ud ask
how u today
and we talked away the morning
even if it was boring
u were and are always there
through this whole hearted
fear..i was in...thank u..



so get off that track
running around in dam circles
oh yes u are jus wondering
how to get this fraudster outa ur brain
and into ur frame...take a picture
put it in the hit jar
u swear u be here
and well yeah
i see that fear
that has
stalked us
was us
it seems we have
gone so far

while u drive a road of success
yet then u
took the time to climb in my window
i still dont know why
so yup yup
i jump in the trunk of ur car
hell yeah
freaked ya jus ryt there
u pull over and here this lady singing nothing but
songs u wrote.....be like a lil bird in ur ear
craking corn
but hey if jimmy dont care
then ill crank the hendrix until even he re-apears

one thing ive never had is a poster of u on my wall
or a shirt on my back with ur name of fame
printed straight across that -bust line
im bustin these lines
working worth sumthing
wordsworth more than nothing
monsters we are to eachother
never dead
no
so
dont break that ladder
coz i will climb
thru any storm thrown in my world
until i reach the heights
of the sky where giants live
giants greats?
note to thee other..
gents
this is the fait
so fuck off
theres one winner only
so stop losing ur petty heads
over the hips on my heaven
dance away
the pain
invisible that it is
its still- until reality
breaks the steps
im not stopping
jus stepping
up
to me an what i can do so
shoot jus one
if u may
if u do
i fuckn kill u
so turn around
go back the wrong way
and then the other option
is to mke urself bullet proof
there will be no return
once im done
with u and ur
perm-
in-aint status

coz it aint
nothing is permanent
not a single day
..
in this time of motion
its all creating much more than my
senseless devotion
u thinking its worth not
a single drop of a templed tear
all these crying years
i could have continued in my insanity
yet have i ....if im still addicted to my bird in my ear
its all a provoker of nothing but
common emotions
so they see

but no one knows what is going on inside me
my mind my time every day
he is there to ask if im ok
so we wait
for the thing we all calculate as fait
if u exist
bring me this
ladder...made from rope
while i hope
bring me this
ladder made from water
as i listen, u speak
bring me this
ladder made from stone
because, i need the strength of this life
jus to survive

now ur
down
done deal
will this life of trust and faith fail me
i doubt that
or he woulda been gone
from my head
yeap even if it was

never really there
id still be grateful
for u been
anywhere
thats seemed
near.


*****

coz =====

im not chasing u or erasing u

i am the making of u

that is nothing fake

its the truth so break

that dam ladder in which u //wish me to climb

dam im not blind either yeah

i can see u right there

to many rhymes no reason behind the 16 sumthin bars in time 

time(in) that i have been told is the way this rap game goes 

so i fold...these cards of my words are getting colder

and then that time thing as it always does...helps us in one way only 

one way forward...fuck u im getting older

this wishing well is sinking deeper

i cant reach the top of the hill of wells and dreams 

just to reach the water of words that flow when u 

say...fuck this truly its ....any of the words u say......

*****

in all apparentness

u say u saw me looking at u

from my future 

in ur today  

which was my yesterday

in my time now

it was ur time there

then years ago

prior 2006 

so woah 

slow down

really? yes 

so say u and some say that

its my fault then

that u desired to climb up and into my room 

and into my head

chaos it may seem to an on looker

at how that works

well it works for me

in some sense

way shape and form 

in another sense its even strange to me

that i coulda been 

there from todays time

yet im well aware of when it is when i look now

that it was jus as u said

so get that

and ull understand this story

or not

ur problem 

is that this story may jus confuse that cracked rot spot in ur brain

and turn u upside down and inside out

when its this that i write about

that is precisely how the plot i lost

gained back sanity

and a lil more..u say what

spirit and skill to beat the drum of everyday drilling

of work that u all pride urselves that ur killing so good and well done

real...looks like u are all lions oh so tamed and caged

ur all a socity trapped in a jail jus waiting for ur spirit to fail

success is jus that for them 

u have all given in

while i win

in all honesty

maddness meaning

i can not hold down a job or stay trapped in that govening shat

i have my time freely 

for me and my head is talking to me

while i reveal my spirit

and skill for that creative goddess making

me up 

is jus that

voice pills keep it up...the longer u there

the longer i can 

revolute 

in my world anyway

poetic sanity

is my friend

and on that note

best be dropping that tip

clippt

im world wide

in every mind

so never mind

ur hatred

for the dead 

coz then it was 

and i can 

tell u 

look away from the drain

of the richest poor man

wat did they really say to get there money fame

heres the truth of this

im in ur mind

im in ur soul

grand isnt it

listen 

can u hear me

coz at times i hear u

but thats right as i write u needed to know this
drugs got the better of me
it wasnt all real
alot was reality of new enlightening's

i wish i could tell u
but what ground do i have to stand on
with my choices some wat
said
so tell me
its not worth any of the lies

even tho the sound of the birds in my ears
are true
its not a real experience
well who are u to question the nature of this life

my treasure
their trash talk
has no impact on what ive seen with my eyes
and heard about this world
and how we will survive

so tell me one more time where are we
going this time
if the greatest subject in motion
is time
then infinite
it is now
but will it always be

"if my thoughts are voices
then u cant keep me in here"
so i passed on those words to the other so called insane...we all got out that day

bella

beauty

this life... its our choice
to experience it as a journey for the spirit
or to experience it as a journey for the physical laborer
in all
so told i
and he told me

right there everyday and night
in my head will it always be

coz =====

im not chasing u or erasing u

i am the making of u

that is nothing fake

its the truth so break

that dam ladder in which u //wish me to climb

dam im not blind either yeah

i can see u right there

to many rhymes no reason behind the 16 sumthin bars in time 

time(in) that i have been told is the way this rap game goes 

so i fold...these cards of my words are getting colder

and then that time thing as it always does...helps us in one way only 

one way forward...fuck u im getting older

this wishing well is sinking deeper

i cant reach the top of the hill of wells and dreams 

just to reach the water of words that flow when u 

say...fuck this truly its ....any of the words u say......

hope i jus needa ray of that


im out
peace

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PAKEHA? do u know what that means?

And they say
deal with it bitch
deal with it woman
find ur place in this monetary movement
u want land bak, yet u got the offer IWI
now lets settle the treaty with
a share in the power pump
are u aware its only water and air
they are giving back to you
not the land itself
the air runs over land
the water runs from the land
yet its not your land
and it once was



i understand we white dogs and pigs
new zealand europeans
pakehas
invaded this ground

it hasnt been many generations in which to adapt as a mind and spirit to our white ways
1840 to now 2013 man..thats 173 years to change how ur mind works the actual functionality of the brain ...
they dont tell us that when they tell us the Maori and Pasifika stats..they are made to be the worst...criminiminals and the most...UNEDUCATED...well white man..u learn the "native" and then go forward lets see if u thrive in survival!
fuck white business suits bought the white drugs into this nation
the people of so called colour are the most affected..perhaps we are just rebelling against the YOU MUST ACT LIKE>>SUCCESS.....and wat the fuct does that mean when a suit means u can get away with it......

tax evasion 5billion dollars of loss to the government every year
benefit fraud oh 500thousand
tax evasion 10% of 5bill are imprisoned
benefit fraud 60% of 500thous are imprisoned


where is the justice
where is the WE DO THIS JUST_BECAUSE oh GOVERNMENT POWER SAYS THIS LINE SO WELL

hey honki donkey jerk
..me to belive that

i love what u do
i buy into you

because
i
deal with it bitch

deal with it bitch

deal with it woman

find ur place in this monetary movement

u want land bak yet u got the offer IWI

now lets settle the treaty with 

a share in the power pump

are u aware its only water and air they are giving back to you

not the land itself

the air runs over land

the water runs from the land

yet its not your land

and it once was

i am white in the colour of my skin
i am in utter respect for the land i was born upon
that being..Ngati Kahanganu----DISTRICT!

and i will forever claim WAIROA  as my home
although if the land of Ao-TeaR-Oa was a compass
i have lived in every direction!
i am forever bound...nowhere else has ever been called home by I







this is a rant for the next track on its way.......just writing to give my self inspiration.
thank you
all
AOTEAROAians

the land of the LONG WHITE CLOUD

that cloud is to be lifted

for we are "the FIRST LAND TO SEE THE SUN/LIGHT"

EAST COAST GISBORNE

ALWAYS HAVE BEEN ALWAYS WILL BE

the first in the light given by the gods.

AMEME

oh and point to note...every day lined up at HIlLNEATH school to recite the national anthen in maori and english..and a daily Karakia.

i hope this is still apart of the curriculum

thank you Heni Whanga for the lessons. much love.

HERA
SARAH lucy

common sound

singing silently
will make no sound

****

the people of this world are moving forward
in such what is profound

revolutions turn a tune of musical notes
into a standing ground

still so many flaws in our everyday time
so what just is that of the laws

****

is it a place of paradise that we seek
and if so
what is the definition of that, which is PARADISE

do we know if the sun as a star will ever die
everything has a force of life
every force of life has stages within its time here

singing silently
will make no sound

****

other than whats already told as history
do we see and learn

education i still yearn to see for those
who have no choice

a touch of street wisdom would be nice
for those who are the tellers

****

is it a place of freedom that we seek
and if so
what is the definition of that, which is FREEDOM

do we know if the sun as a star will ever die
everything has a force of life
every force of life has stages within its time here

singing silently
will make no sound

****



****

the story is told
does anyone else get whats going on
beneath the surface of the song

the story is old
now how far does the music have to
reach to be understood truth

the story is bold
lets find the time to read the lines and
teach whats in between these words

the story is sold
yet the subject in telling is still poor so
lift up our eyes and seek further into the deep

the subject wont fold
she still dreams beyond her seat and
in that will forever weep

the subject went cold
until some found her hand as a gift then
her whispers were heard

the subject wont mold
she just asks for acceptance today as what
her life is in our times history

the subject went gold
within her own worlds future binds so
all knew just what the story meant

the situation holds
hope for every man upon this level of ground and
then we went to where love blooms above.....
.......
"common sound"

****

guess the topic: take a-s/hot=hit

topic telling step one

i gotta nice butt

response
u gotta nice strut

yet wait u say u like my whole body

woah that was sarcasm right
seems u think im blind
problem is
ur the one who dosnt see me standing
ryt behind ur back left and thats right where im kept
over the shoulder for luck
salt in ur wounds yet  mallutt- mallet-(may u let speak)
that being my word for male slutt or male mutt

oh but u knew that yet NOt
on that topic

ur no fool then
perhaps i make u my tool then

dont no where u stand tho do u man
perhaps ur too cool to make a stand
man

u take well constructive criticism
so well u made it into a complement on ur time

"the watchers"  are actually mine

as is the time on ur watch
so shock.....2
tick tock to who
what the fuck you too?

just one of.. another sumbody
like everybody
in the middle of..
the fickle you,
the fuck it all finger
the system and the world

sumthing u dont seem to get
my stand is abit of a "stan"
not so fucking crazy
tho
but so planned

part 2, stand stan'ning it
i know dam well how well i strut

complete honesty is my butT
so then
rebuttal tree..HE(he) thee, three
sumthing is in that,
in which u should watch wat follows

"dont come unless u come to battle me"

sad but free
saddle me
straddle thee
sandals be
sit on that oh no that may-be my numbers of persuasion type 3 for free
dom

fuck im retaliating like that alligator that jus keeps fuckn tail gaiting

riding on the back of u, and ur work..well so be it, its called this..
"u inspire me man so tryda understand you do want me as ur fan" tail bird bitch
swallow bird bitch bak up ur words and since u shitted them out well how bout u be the one with the shit jammed mouth
tight tied shut
screaming BUT UR BUTT
well my butt buttered u up well
and my words jammed shut ur sarcastic intel igance/ignorance
my chance is in this now
so can u tell where u stand or sit
pic up u shoes and ur bit
donkey
honki
white fire
ur the rapper mike miars
the liar, the donkey joker
but u know ur self better as the sweet and sugar for female wires
and flip past ur charm or cunning arms
evil the bad the evil
and love is evil spet backwards
its the pronunciation in action of the 'o' evol

or '
EV'O'L'VE
love is evolution
music is the way of revolution
music makes the world turn
so fuckn burn ryt here BABy
Y MAyBy
step 1 ..double B
step 2...double Y
step 3 ...double M
spells b d MAMY
so fix u shoe buckles the cry ur freaky blue ewh new unreal eyes
oh an ur flying to low
and im touching here my skies
i said my skies
u limited ur playing field..wielded
im welding together all my abilities

inspiring music eminem'in'na
minute man
u can have ur battle bag back

thank you my fan
em aka my version of stan'ley ann

and yip that is the
fact that
aint that the exact plan
the hand u hold that lifts me up
oh and my butt
with a double T
{(u know who billy T James is?)}
or understand the message a fantail brings?

do ur research then u will get to see
reality
evolve
in LOVE

lost one
I just won one more

round four
smack that
"slimy shad'e"
just hit the KO FLOOR
knock knock - yep he's out
Game over thrown
survival of the fit and fitter
throne of urs
well
over and above all uve been shown
and in the mean time
while im knock knock knocking on heavens door

u self prophesied evil
come bak to and stand
to see through the colours and stars in ur eyes
my hand lifted to air
because yeah
im winning this
slimming tips
of the ego trip
ur on

colours are going
rose tint faded to...

Kowhai
Maori te reo for Yellow
ur a tad now oh so Mellow
hello
allow me to introduce myself
no longer awol

im Sarah*LUCY
princess *of LIGHT
as previously stated in track one (play ur part)
this is directly translated from
hebrew and latin language origins

oh and u know what else rhymes with orange aside from plain old porridge?
boring urself in the poor rage u must be feeling now
to here what word im about to spell
forcing u to forage
for that one orange line u sniffed out so well
hunted and hot yip me and ur not
childhood taunts are about to be popped locked and dropped

ur forging while im gorging on my non- dictionary trained mind
this is natural so so well dam timed talented sign of the finest wine...
mine is water in fact ill take u back to the slaughter of my house
pure spoken me..yes this miss of words worth ..
more than a self-taugh binded finding..
within a dictionary or thesaurus i should jus call u old school go back to school u dinosaur russ-russ'tling up the...rusty buckets tryna hustle up muscle up
guzzule up yup yup

i may be pinocle pin up girl pinnocio and pocahuntus
put to-get-her to poke my toe into this game
or perhaps i just enjoy to haunt-yus
and put a flaming light shinning directly into ur kinda fame


back to the nannanana im back my name is same same but differently the train goes
across tracks while u blatantly snap back
who am i what am i more to the point
i am whatever u say i am
i say then since u have given me that ryt
get on ur fecking bye-cycle just coz that tyre is flat
dosent mean u cant get out of here
and bring back the nature of poetic rap justice
so say i and i say this
quotes from the Em bable bible of dribble backwards
eminam aint no revolution like a fight for no war in vietnam

so then say he and he did say thee
following
and when im gone
so when was gone to em coz that gone drama created palm
tree needs to be set free


so say i and i say thus

itll be beautiful (when ur gone...my stan fan did i take to fucking long to reply with a full set of songs)
the will
will result to be seen is just that there will be room for more to be adored
one two three or ten ontop
stop the success or ability for many men to be called hip hop

oh and back to the slim shady lady stats
of name dropping rats
or cats
outlawd by their hats
haha
simplistic mediocrates
that medicate society
with persuasive bats within the bassic bass beat watch the youth twerking like tarts lined up in the street


side lined and side tracking myself now from what else here i found
introducing....
and ur stage name of ego well
str8 up
shame
m and m
na na na na na na na
me me me me me me
em em em em eminem
(chicken dance)
by far
so now ur stan'ning it
in ur stance
s
how many words u got that beat S
this is an easy essay to play upon
allitteration and sibilance
silance find ur eye lids and 9 inch nails but dont do as the syco master plasters ur soul with
find ur sirens revolt and find BALANCE in each one of ur eye lids now open up ur awarness to the violence and how it myt just affect us a prime ates..coz EVE ate the apple see and 8 is the greatest number to find free, peace luck love porsperity and harmony all in the infinate shape of eight being eaten as a lesson also in biodynamics
damit ranted!

eyes is I AM- SOUL IS THIS THAT IS_SPIRIT LIVES AS ME PHYSICALLY _ SO GIVE LOVE TO THEE BEING _ SELF IS U AND IT IS PERSPECTIVE VIEW---- SO SIGHT THUS BEEN THAT OF -this is the window space to ur soul as are ur ears the place in which audial messages begin to provoke a hole in what so called whole which really is whats oh so hollow now swallow now sparrow jack rabbit jeckity jerk gerk berzerk
yup this is it

i will take my moSt Loved Line
begging
gagging for more
here it is without the stutter u evil door
slaughter and laughter are the same word
yess
its just and S that differs
would that then be semantically sentencing laughter to a death wish (that being the meaning of slaughter and all)

woops ur beginning to quiver
shivering in ur shoes while i deliver the news
wel come here not is what u really want to say
but u choose to confuse the whos
oh not i
welcome to our house
nope im good thanks
u can keep ur slaughterhouse shanks and toe/ hoe/whore jams
coz here me roar
hear me rioting
and write here i just declared WAR
rawities are my rarities
so wheres my snare
and the while u sneeze a choo u choose not me
jerk on cheese balls
bitch please
rich-bitchard

u r retarded
not to recognise talent

well spent on been hell proof
so for factual truth to truth
top to not at all
ur highly anticipated
"im delivering my album LATE'
album number 8
will it be the finale curatin call
coz in ur words there is so much evil and
hate for one who is seen as so straight to the curve ball
grate
shut ur gates

here in NZ we do it for the love of music
and all the joy ..GAYETIES that music brings
pleasure and pain
revolutionary gain for the state of the nation
that nation that is known as the world
not just white americas whittled away pig tale curl
"red heck batman that bitch just ripped my neck"

yep fuckn yep

"GATMAN she did it all"
without a tool belt of support and not a Dr in sight
tight lines
and just her passion for whats right
ability to write
and her knowledge of how she will light up the night
not with rubys diamonds and a fifty cent piece
but with educated minds and a world ready for PEACE not a world of continuing PIECES TORN APART . yet WE ARE ONE and TO HAVE A PART IN HOW THE WORLD GETS U AND I WON IN ONES SELF INWARD OUT WARD SUCCESS IS SPELT OUT HERE so find a MORAL, ROLE MODELS AND MODEL INTEGRAL LIVES TO THE CHILDREN OF TODAY!



so know u can say "thats all she wrote" all over again
em my friend!



[please excuse any spelling errors that wasnt where i got my good grades in high school, yet sumhow english was my top subject in my final year in completing the new zealand education system)}}

I b4 E except after C

E=MCsquared(2)

how knew that evil flew the coupe

pink pigs fly
and

the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog / dazy log

crazy hog

whats fog?

c ya

see you
 see
Freedom
is free


and jus so u all know..i did this just because i could..cheesey moves chess mate
da da dam!

mixed messages result in todays time

i want, white and golden light 

in my days and i have that right

like the stars in the sky shimmerin and shining

is the spirit I call I AM

an that AM is me getting on top of EM 'all

and stating whats meant to be

receiving EMI's an 

a placement were BOSS means this MISS

never dismissed as the real QUEEN

of gates that u neva gnna reach with that 

GUN

of words in ur hand

looking in the mirror i see
the fairest of them all,
and all of ME in the real
and spirit formations of what
I AM

diamond and gloss...boom bang bad'da'dam!
shooting up nothing in this life but my goals and yeah they're grow'n
while u throwing ur im rich songs look at me

Hells Master has had his HIT list of people showing jus wat EVIL LIVES
saying make the most of ur life and live as if "you only got one life"

while im surviving and living like i got all of eternity to be me..cos I am
the true GODESS yes and QUEEN
of gates u neva gnna reach with that
GUN
of words in ur hand

EGO accusations are in ur thoughts now
and oh yes ill take my ego and turn it into sucess
then send u down to cry
bye bye
while u can kiss my toes

baby bye me
a blue non blood shed diamond ring
baby sing for me
beautifully
baby jus buy me my dreams
and make u nearer to me
i dont need these material things
All of u and 'EM
take that standin
when the 'Proof of this
is what u do
and not what we said

bring it to me
forgive all that crazy stuff
ill jus send Them all down that
never to return rolled road
of the dead
if evil got u scared
jus fear not
as im not one to be foreign
when ur nearer to me
forget the confusion
the truth is in this absolution

Oh yeah and woah woah yeah
queen stuff is where this all started
so swing back to the swag i was on

I am no GOD fearing woman
so theres no reason for any of us to be
unless urve lived
sitting on the lap of the devils kid bit
evil
unless lass ur uncle is satan and the
GUNs words say to you
bullets be ur friend

u think me saying that i got no idea how some of u HAVE to LIVE
I get it

yet in my opinion
u should stop throwing stones
and
lighting ur words with matches
that result
pouring a lean standing
of disproportionate
sized up lyrical lines
that match nothing
in the reality of ur life

for a physical example simply
u where the cross of christ
then sing how wise murder was the case
that lead u to still kill
no wonder u fuckwits
are GOD fearing

coz straight up

Jesus and Jerusalem
jesus'mmm?!
slim shady might be todays example
of wat
Christ myt be like
with socity of todays times

reality is
Jesus was sacrificed for u and i
wel for the sin of all of us
to be forgiven
did he really have to get
lifted to heaven through deaths door,
gates of heaven
he sits and waits for us modern people to get the point
of each of us having
at least to nails in the wrists of HIM
CHRIST

wat would u say
if u knew that
on every life taking by another
person in the name of
evil inside
that those nails in the wrist of Christ
enter the first layers of skin flesh and bone
all over again
thats eternal pain
PAIN
FOR U 2 SIN


to be painful
in our sin we are succeeding
devil is unveiling in you
everything that u are becoming
that shadowed soul wants to escape
yet ur last sin is this
if u allow it
hell will bound u
as evil is his way in which he found u
u make the choice to give ur self over to
devils chains and locks
padded room no doc


no?! u dont think thats so
because all sin is forgiven
?
so you continue to pray
where ur cross in Christ's name everyday
and then u still slay
the war is within u

and then cry
but that was
yesterday

soul Jahs people
all deserve freedom
freedom
but not a soul escaping from eternal evil
after ur life of sinfull deeds

a soul shinning
shimmering
in glee
happiness
health
honesty
truth
loyalty
ur form of royalty
Kings and Queens
of heavens
we all can be
jus let light love and integrity
thru to the real you

i want, white and golden light 

in my days and i have that right

like the stars in the sky shimmerin and shining

is the spirit I call I AM

an that AM is me getting on top of EM 'all

and stating whats meant to be

receiving EMI's an 

a placement were BOSS means this MISS

never dismissed as the real QUEEN

of gates that u neva gnna reach with that 

GUN

of words in ur hand